I have not eaten all day, I am not fasting but am in despair and in shock. How can I explain this to you? By this time last night, she was in my arms, we were cuddled together naked and just finished making love to catch up for the lost time.
It was pleasurable as usual and we enjoyed it. We haven’t seen each other for few weeks and we were in love. She was the regular member in my Da’awah/
Zaawiya/GMSA group, a vibrant sister, very beautiful but was my lover and partner in sin. I saw her off at about 10:18PM.
It wasn’t up to 30 minutes when my phone rang, I picked it up only for the caller to tell me the owner of this phone was killed by a trailer that failed break. I was hit by a Tsunami, lost composure and started crying.
When I finally got to her house, people were in sad mood but were praising Allah that a dedicated sister has returned to heaven, but deep inside me I felt a great guilt and I knew deep down what we did in secret.
Friends, do you know life might end today? Allah forbids, but it’s possible. Do you also know death can come unexpectedly? Do you realise that some people might sleep this night and never wake up tomorrow, what if I am amongst them? Do you know where your soul will go to? Do you know people might say good things about you on your funeral because of what they know, but your secretive sins and lifestyle might place you in hell?
Kindly examine yourself this night should tomorrow never comes. It’s not late today but it might be late tomorrow. Allah will forgive you right now, if you repent sincerely. Ask Him to forgive you. Do Tawbah and Istighfaar. Eternity will surprise many.